500 Days of Arthur Kirkland. by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
500 Days of Arthur Kirkland.
They say that things are seldom what they seem. For the longest time, I didn't believe that, I believed that we shouldn't over complicate things. I was wrong, dead wrong. Thinking a little bit more before jumping into things might have saved me a little bit of pain. But, I'm getting ahead of myself. I'll start from the beginning, right when I met the one who changed me completely. His name: Arthur Kirkland. The most amazing person I had ever met. He was intelligent, kind, and funny. Granted, he was a little rough around the edges, but he noticed me. He actually noticed the timid Canadian boy who was always compared to his brother. It was a wa
Valentines for a Friend. by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
Valentines for a Friend.
This 14th is Thursday
We are both single
Valentines is stupid
Let's just eat pringles
There are too many couples
Holding hands and kissing
I enjoy being single
I forgot what I was missing
Now I'm with my best friend
Who means the world to me
Amazing food is here
I'm hungry let's just eat.
My Personal Ramblings 6 by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
My Personal Ramblings 6
Closing the world off
Is what I do best
I just dislike everyone
Especially you!
You piss me off,
You make me so angry
and hurt me!
Calling my names
Putting me down
I should have just left.
But, I love you just too much.
My Personal Ramblings 4 by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
My Personal Ramblings 4
One day, a beautiful flower grew within a beautiful garden. It only grew so big, then it halted. While all of the others around it continued to grow. The flower just refused to grow. No matter how much rain, nor sunlight, this flower wouldn't grow. After time, it began to wilt. The flower lost the will to keep trying. It had just given up. Slowly the flower began to die. It didn't fight to live. The flower just let itself die. Self destruction of a beautiful is tragic. But, it happens, every single day it happens.
My Personal Ramblings 3 by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
My Personal Ramblings 3
When you smile, the world seems to smile back
You bring out the best in me
I cannot bare to lose you.
I feel myself pull away.
I don't mean to.
I can't help it.
I want to accept your love
I am like a kicked puppy.
Scared of getting too close
Scared of being let down again.
This is not my only fear with you.
I'm scared of everything now.
Sorry about all my mental shit
Are you ready to give up on me yet?
I am.
"When I see the world, I see things differently from everyone around me. I see darkness, disappointment, and betrayal. I've been disappointed, and tormented my whole life. I am the oldest twin. My brother is perfect. He is loving, and cheerful, and talented. Everyone loves him. Yet me, I am forgotten, bitter, and I am living in his shadow. The only one who pays attention to me is my annoying Spanish room mate. Yet, as much as I hate him, he is the only one who cares. He is too cheerful, and too happy, and too goddamn perfect! I love him, but at the same time, I hate him. I hate him because, he will never love me back, and love him because, he
500 Days of Arthur Kirkland. by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
500 Days of Arthur Kirkland.
They say that things are seldom what they seem. For the longest time, I didn't believe that, I believed that we shouldn't over complicate things. I was wrong, dead wrong. Thinking a little bit more before jumping into things might have saved me a little bit of pain. But, I'm getting ahead of myself. I'll start from the beginning, right when I met the one who changed me completely. His name: Arthur Kirkland. The most amazing person I had ever met. He was intelligent, kind, and funny. Granted, he was a little rough around the edges, but he noticed me. He actually noticed the timid Canadian boy who was always compared to his brother. It was a wa
Valentines for a Friend. by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
Valentines for a Friend.
This 14th is Thursday
We are both single
Valentines is stupid
Let's just eat pringles
There are too many couples
Holding hands and kissing
I enjoy being single
I forgot what I was missing
Now I'm with my best friend
Who means the world to me
Amazing food is here
I'm hungry let's just eat.
My Personal Ramblings 6 by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
My Personal Ramblings 6
Closing the world off
Is what I do best
I just dislike everyone
Especially you!
You piss me off,
You make me so angry
and hurt me!
Calling my names
Putting me down
I should have just left.
But, I love you just too much.
My Personal Ramblings 4 by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
My Personal Ramblings 4
One day, a beautiful flower grew within a beautiful garden. It only grew so big, then it halted. While all of the others around it continued to grow. The flower just refused to grow. No matter how much rain, nor sunlight, this flower wouldn't grow. After time, it began to wilt. The flower lost the will to keep trying. It had just given up. Slowly the flower began to die. It didn't fight to live. The flower just let itself die. Self destruction of a beautiful is tragic. But, it happens, every single day it happens.
My Personal Ramblings 3 by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
My Personal Ramblings 3
When you smile, the world seems to smile back
You bring out the best in me
I cannot bare to lose you.
I feel myself pull away.
I don't mean to.
I can't help it.
I want to accept your love
I am like a kicked puppy.
Scared of getting too close
Scared of being let down again.
This is not my only fear with you.
I'm scared of everything now.
Sorry about all my mental shit
Are you ready to give up on me yet?
I am.
"When I see the world, I see things differently from everyone around me. I see darkness, disappointment, and betrayal. I've been disappointed, and tormented my whole life. I am the oldest twin. My brother is perfect. He is loving, and cheerful, and talented. Everyone loves him. Yet me, I am forgotten, bitter, and I am living in his shadow. The only one who pays attention to me is my annoying Spanish room mate. Yet, as much as I hate him, he is the only one who cares. He is too cheerful, and too happy, and too goddamn perfect! I love him, but at the same time, I hate him. I hate him because, he will never love me back, and love him because, he
I know I can't take back my words
but now I don't even try.
Stop saying that it hurts
and stop questioning how and why.
Explanations aren't simple
and with all these flaws I fight
it's so hard to ever get well,
even harder to shine bright.
But even if I said I'm sorry,
you would hate me even more.
And even if I said don't worry,
you won't listen anymore.
I know that I have changed
but we can't stay kids forever
and I know it might be strange
but I don't wanna grow up ever.
'Cause all that's waiting is more trouble
and all that I want is to see
what lies beneath the subtle,
what is there to set us free.
So I'll tell you that I'm happy
eve
My Personal Ramblings 4 by violent-demise-666, literature
Literature
My Personal Ramblings 4
One day, a beautiful flower grew within a beautiful garden. It only grew so big, then it halted. While all of the others around it continued to grow. The flower just refused to grow. No matter how much rain, nor sunlight, this flower wouldn't grow. After time, it began to wilt. The flower lost the will to keep trying. It had just given up. Slowly the flower began to die. It didn't fight to live. The flower just let itself die. Self destruction of a beautiful is tragic. But, it happens, every single day it happens.
Alright, so I have my list of things I am working on, and I have given myself due dates, and they have to be finished by that date. If not, THROW VIRTUAL TOMATOES AT ME! Okay, okay. HERE IS THE LIST!
500 Days of Arthur Kirkland- Feburary 16
The Mafia and The Church- Febuary 23 (One chapter will be uploaded each week after this date)
Dr. Braginsky's sing a long blog- March 17 (One chapter will be uploaded each week after this date)
That's it, the first half of Aemilia will be finished on March 30 but I won't be uploading it until it is done. I also have one very short poem that I'll upload Tuesday.
I'll see you on the flip side.
~Porca
So, guys, I told you that I would be uploading Aemilia, when the first chapter is done. Well, it's being edited, and I forgot something really important, that's kinda crutial to the reader. The prologue. I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED IT YET! I have a short fanfiction I'm working on, and I try and find something else to write about. WAIT! Okay, I think I may have a new poem. Okay so I'll do that! Now, back to Ameilia, I can upload the first chapter (when it's done) and upload the prologue next. Y'all cool wit dat? .> Never talking like that again.
ALSO, GOING TO LIVE IN NORWAY FOR A YEAR! SO I'LL HAVE PICTURES, AND STORIES AND STUFF!
Takk!
I'll s
Alright, once again, I am back, and I have some amazing news! I just got back from an orientation for a youth exchange program. I know where I am going in about two weeks! So, that's exciting in my life. Through these last weeks I have learned so much, I have learned to rely on me, I've learned that disappearing is vital for some (me being on of them) and, I have learned that there are people who will try to 'save you' even when you don't need it. I've learned so much more, but that's really all of my personal stuff.
I am honestly trying to update more, but I don't have any short projects started. I am working as hard as I can on Aemilia, bu